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crumbling self-portrait
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Sunday August 13 ,sunny
A crumbling self-portrait.
I was afflicted with a terrible stomachache which is begun again all day long.
I don' know for sure because what.
Is it because an irregular meal and life or wheat flour food ?
It may result from a constant physical and mental pressure.
But more than anything else.
I am thinking that its fundamental reason may be due to lacking of belief for God...
So I need .....The existence of her....
I need you who can lead me to the heaven door.
Frankly I wanna enjoy freedom in love of The Lord depending on your helping.
Is it my greed? But I'm living aimlessly by means of this reality which I can't adapt to.
The emotional wound I have received made me so..
But a new hope is putting forth buds in my cold-blooded heart.
It may be a beginning of a happy emotion that I have never felt.
and may be an unendurable sorrow, pain and frustration to me.
But as it has always been.
I don't hestate....
Anyway..My self-portrait is falling down fast.
A negative thinking is capturing my soul tightly.
Only you can rescue me from a dark death hole....
This is my crumbling self-portrait.
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